Rabu, 21 Oktober 2009

My Struggle

lately I'm very busy with the paper that I have long ignored ... too much fun enjoying life with friends, lovers, and families were finally abandoned paper ... i called it as the first ugly truth ... i know i know ... I'll take my own risk ... n I'm gonna finish it by the end of this year ...

a few days ago I met with the lecture for the second and third time. The second meeting on campus. It was pretty scared because I felt guilty because so far I never see him for consultations. After the meeting, I was asked to wait until he finished teaching (to eat). yahhh like that's what I saw in class, he does not teach, but lunch! Students are given only material to be recorded until the class was over. My mind says ... how students can become good if the only way he taught like that!! .. After I wait with sweaty conditions for air conditioned turned off because the demand of the weird lecture who always not comfortable with the cool air, I was finally able to speak with him. He was surprised because he did not remember that we never met before .. I also tried to explain but it seems he did not listen ... well i do not care about it ... then he said that if you want to trial in November then you must complete the thesis on October 20, ... what? I only have 4 days (from the date of October 16) i just can say yes ... I'll try ....

but until I typed this paper, my paper was not yet complete, because I do not want to cheat like the others did. I want my paper that really make the results of my thinking. I really hope my paper can be finished until mid-November, so I can trial in December ... wish me luck ya ...

honestly ...........
i want to tell the second the ugly truth to you about what I'm dealing with right now ... but this is a shameful thing for the parties concerned ... I will mention this when I've passed the point of difficult ..

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